Well, that was fun

Had a 10 day LP. Short but not surprising given all of the spotting.
Guess I'll try 150mg of Clomid again. Why not, right?
I'm not super upset since I know a pregnancy couldn't have ended well given all of the bleeding.

Pearl Jam road trip starts in 3 days. 3 shows in 5 days and a week off work. Really looking forward to it!

7 dpo today

Nothing much to report. I had some weird cramping on 5 and 6dpo but other than that, not much. Still spotting but very lightly now. Had a bit of an upset stomach last week but I usually do when my progesterone starts to rise.
So now we wait...

And now...

Spotting.
Still.
Pretty sure I ovulated on Sunday. Had a nice temp rise on Monday but a dip today. Ugh.
Doubtful that this cycle will be successful what with the 9 weeks of spotting and all.
Ugh.

Well then...

I don't think I could be more shocked at this opk:

Guess the 2 week long Clomid migraine may have been worth it! This will be only the 2nd time I've ovulated in the last year. Yippee!!!

Since I'm already in a melancholy mood...

This is my miscarriage and infertility anthem:


The ending with the crowd singing gives me chills. The song is about Johnny Ramone.

Well that was stupid.

For some reason, I thought it would be a good idea to go back and read our baby blog. Our pregnancy blog. And now I'm sobbing. I started at the beginning and read up. It goes from such excitement and joy to uncertainty and worry to utter heartbreak. Sigh.

Bad blogger...

I've just been so, so busy. Acting assignments at work are keeping me hopping. I'm looking forward to being able to go back to jeans/capris and tees and my regular desk. Dressing up and ironing is for squares. Big time.

So I'm doing another Clomid cycle now. Just for the hell of it. I have the drugs and don't need to be monitored so why not? I will be super happy when/if my period finally leaves. It's been 6 weeks since the spotting started. I'm over it. So yeah, Clomid. It's never worked in the past but I just can't get myself to give up...trying to accept infertility. It's not going well.