Friday, January 15, 2010

What I've been up to

Compression fracture of my 7th vertebrae. Definitely not my fault but insurance will be a nightmare. No idea how long I'll be off work. Up to 6 weeks maybe. Ugh,

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Yep, It's that time again.

How is it possible to miss a tiny 7 week old embryo so damn much?

And another bust. Of course.

12 day lp this time. I knew it was coming but wow, I went to a dark place. It just felt meant to be and I was left shell shocked for some reason. Naive I guess.

After a few rootbeers and peanut butter M&M's (hey, I don't make the rules here, I just obey the beast), I feel a bit better. As much as having the same due date is a beautiful thought, it would have been nervewracking. I'm placating myself with the whole not wanting to be due in the heat of the summer anyway lie...sure...

The long and short if it though is that I O'd more last year than I have in 4 years of TTC and I need to consider that a victory. Not sure what's next, my RE has still given up on my and my options are once again severely limited. Maybe soy again, despite my Hashi's thyroid. Not the smartest move but that's certainly never stopped me before on this journey.